been trying my hardest to catch up on my homework.....

the quality of work isn't there anymore....
everything comes so sudden i dont even have time to
filter or plan anything in advance

just waiting for the free time to actually touch each and every one of it
so that i have progressions to show it to my tutors.....
and eventually just go on with it....

im mentally tired.... at the same time affecting my physical strength
often dehydrated... and soar throat for a few days now....
just playing strong and believe that everything is going to be over soon

not satisfied with the work i done for my HOA....
but my heart tells me that i don have the ability
to take everything to a count anymore
and just putting myself as a person who doesn't care much....

i know my CGPA will drop this semester......
but hopefully i can still maintain above 3.0

can't imagine how the coming semester is gona be.....
but i know what ever happens i cannot give up on myself
coz no one can help u other than yourself...

i must train to strive for the hardest....
keeping a positive mindset is crucial everyday.....
and i will try my very best to achieve the possible ways ever to get through this....

*hugs*

3:22 PM